ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me...
11:48 AM
Saturday, January 13, 2007
Helplessness means the feelin of pain
Pls handover to me,all your sorrows.
give me also the quiet,
also the loneliness and the uneasiness
give them to ME!!!
I will steal the moisture from the wet eyes
I will not allow any sorrow to remain
I will not let you wet your veil too
I will never let you cry..
Problems is the shadows of sorrow.
Give to me..your loneliness
hollows,
the failures,
the wildernessm,
all your blue moods,
and
i will spread laughter on your lips
i will spread the happiness in your path.
if you belive me to be your own..
then dont cast your eyes down like this.
Difficulties is your helplessness!!
ANd you have to live this life this wound will be cured with time belive me the moments will pass lonely life cannot be lived by just forgotten moments.. this is the truth,you realise it No one has been able to drink the water of the oceans. No one has been able to live life all alone your friend is sayin,oh my dear you are the heart of my soul
this words r meant to u..pls dun be sad in life..wen ever u r down read this words..n a smile will spackle on ur face
ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me...
1:13 AM
There is not one moment i dun think of her..
There is no time of the day tat i dun check my fone to just c her PIc..
Wen i close my eyes i feel she is there..
BEamin wif her charmin smile..n beautiful eyes..
Maybe she will never know how much she mean to me..
But i will always make sure there will never be a moment in my life i dun make her SMile..
I know makin someone sMile alot is like crazy..
wat to do wen she smiles she just look awesome...the way her face brights up..like a angel smilin to me..
Now days wen ever i come Online she has to Go...
i am talkin lesser n lesser to her..
i am just afraid..the moments tat i gave her she may forget..
I donno wat she thinks abt me.,,
i donno if she likes me or not..
I just know tat she i a gem whose one smile can melt my heart..
whose voice i die to hear..but then i dun get to hear it...
Just wish tat in this rainy wheather she be protected..
n wont fall sick..cause i cant bear to c her sick...
ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me...
12:05 AM
Friday, January 12, 2007
hmm i can hear her wisper in my ears...
i can imagine the smile on her face..
her beauty tat just once u c u have to die die look at her again..
her eyes which r so innocent..but can tell u her life story..
wen i talk to her..i be coverd wif smile..
wen i miss her..her sms comes..
wen i look at her picture..memories of hers comes in my mind...
moments tat i wan to forget just cant..
dun feel like doin anything but just to admire her pics...
listenin to slow n romantic songs..every lyrics of the songs reminds me of her..
make me feeel the pain of missin her..
just wish to give her a tight hug n nvr let go of her..
i think i am in love..deeply in love wif her..
but will i ever be able go to her n tell her how much i love her..
cause i myself donno how much i love her..
i only know one thing she is my day n night..cause i think of her wen ever i breath..
wen i tok to her..i feel i can let it out to her..but the fear comes tat i may lose her..
i always belive..who u love doenst mean tat u must get the person whom u love..
seein the person whom u love happy is the biggest happiness u can get..
makin them smile is the biggest joy u can get..
i just wish tat all her problems be over..wish tat god will bless her wif all my happiness n i snatch away all her sorrows..i dun mind being sad..but i dun wan to c her sad..cause i can nvr imagine her without the smile on her face..
i donno if u ever will read this..will u know tat i am refearin to u..
how am i to tell u..the gurl whom i always wan to c smilin is the gurl who i love alot...
ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me...
1:46 AM
hey friends i am back from india..at last i found some time to update my blog..
so how to describe india..
it was a moment wen a playful boi called deepy saw the real world
moments tat he experince there realli changed his life n the way he saw life..
in india wen i first wen there beside the dirty air in delhi till the noisy road..i felt i am out of the comfort of singapore..missed my mom alot cause the previous nite i cried like a small boi cause i realli didnt wanted to leave her n go...
resposibilites were alot..had to look after both my sister n cousin sister..cause the streets there r not as safe back here..
first everything was great...cause u know being in india makes u feel so damm rich..i mean i could afford lots of stuff..eat as much as i wan..cause money was not a problem there..
but in life only happiness doesnt last..
the train ride to lucknow was the first challange i had to face..i had to make sure all the baggage were properly placed n no one comes n snatch it away..
then the biggest moment of my life came..wen i came to lucknow first we rested at the hotel..was a ok place la..everyone was in the same rOom..so was CoOl..
then the van came to bring me to the orphange...first i tot it be just a normal experince but i was so damm wrong..the moments the kids saw me..they came runnin to me..not to disturb me but to help me carry the things tat i cried in my hand..they were"bhaiya come i help u...wif a innocent smile n sparklin eyes..."
my heart just stopped for few moments lookin at how they welcomed me..how they came n hug me..first i tot they were like u know dirty nvr bath somesort..but then the way they hug me i can fell how much i meant to them..by comin there to c them was a big happiness for them..
once i get close to some of the kids life realli was great..i felt so damm attach to them..felt i knew them since they were born..one be hangin at the hand..one from behind be huggin me one be sleepin on my lab..they way i felt i was a father to all of them...
this kids didnt had parents..but yet they put their sorrow behinds n were smilin n dancin..realise tat many times in life i make my sorrow the biggest issue to be sad..but here people make the small happiness their biggest joy..
soon days passed..n i became so attach to them..their stories melt my heart..tears roll down..it shake me..like one example..i asked whr is ur dad?? he passed away..so i ask whr is ur mom..oh she couldnt feed me so i run away from home to earn for myself so tat wen i go back i can give my mom alot of food..age of the kid was only 5 years old..imagine a 5 year old boi who run away so tat he can give his mom a better future..sold waterbottles at railway to earn a livin..search rushbin to find for rice grains to eat..slept on the streets under the street light....
thinkin of this..reali make me imagine..wish i could give my mom the happiness she deserve..instead she gets all the lie from me wen ever i wan to go out n enjoy....
then it was time to leave the kids..tears just poured n thier tiny hand wave at me as i took the van back to my hotel..i had spent abt 4 days wif them..tat 4 days felt like a lifetime for me..reali hurt alot cause i couldnt give my best..
soon their tiny hands faded in the darkness n i was back..tat nite i couldnt sleep..next day i had to catch a bus to the village...their smiles ran in my mind..their sorrow burnt my heart..but i couldnt do anything..just witness all the sufferin this kids go through...
soon i took a 10 hours journey bus to the village..i saw the beautiful india in the bus..as people walk down the street..farmers grew their food...students returnin back home from skol..felt tat everyone was my own..nvr did i feel people were figthin amoung themself to reach first but they walk hand in hand so tat they all be first in life..
i wen to one of the temple in ajodhya...ram temple..realli was difficuilt to just c god statue..but wen i saw...i was woh..god is so beautiful...
at nite fall i reach the village..the first thing tat caught my eyes were the spacklin stars glowin in the darkness..the moon beamin n givin thousand of people a source of light at nite..
in the village itself were many kids..
did lots of stuff in the village..like eatin sugarcane..walkin in the farms...seein cow being milked..eatin dhal n bhaat..life was so fun..nvr did i feel any stress..nvr did i feel i had to rush..a cup of tea realli brightens the day..at nite there was campfire..as everyone chewed their food infront of the blazin fire..
i wen to meet my relatives...even gave a speech to alot of students in this univ..i told them one thing tat i can nvr forget.."hey friend now there r 100 kids who r stayin in orhanage home..only 3 people r there to give them love..the biggest joy u can give this kids is a smile on their face..they need love n a feelin tat everyone loves them alot..if u people all come out..n give every child attention meanin hundred kids wif hunderd volenteers..u wont only give a smile on their faces..but u get a memory tat will be captured in ur heart..which will be remebered till ur last breath..."
seriously i was realli honored to given this chance to tok to so many people...
then i wen to my aunties house..she feeded us by her hand..saw my grandfather who the first thing told me tat he has found for me a bride..but was so happy to c him smile...
in life there r many moments wen u c ur love one after long period of time..u may not get the chance to spent time wif them..but their faces will be captured in the heart wif a smile on their face..cause u know this r the people who can make u smile wen the whole world turns against u...
time flew beri fast..i wen to a city in gourkpur..the kids here were extremly lovin as the one i met in lucknow..for example i gave a kid a watercolour paint..cause he was a talented guy who can paint well..he was so touched by my gift tat he stayed up the whole nite to do paintin for me..he said this..maybe in few days time u will leave..but this paintin will be wif u..u may forget me but u wont forget this paintin..wenever u c this..u will know who u gave so much of love tat that person life has been filled wif happiness..realli i was so touched..n kept his paintin close to my heart..i said tat i may forget myself but i wont forget u..cause u have taught me the meanin of love..maybe in life if i get the chance again..i shall come n c u again..but always remeber..tat wenever my heart beats it says that u r fine..
reali cant express the feelin this kids gave me..
wen i had to leave them for delhi...was reali heartbrokin..many stories were told to me by them..the feelin no one can exprince cause its a moment whr both happiness n sorrow comes at the same time..
happiness tat u gave love n a smile on their face but sorrow u cant stay to be wif them forever..
i travel back to delhi..long journey..
this time wen shoppin..k was great..but the next day things tat happen was a moment tat made me feel so gifted...
i wen to this new orphange in delhi made in the most rural area..whr people dun have proper cloths or food..
the faces were veri scary..all starin at me as i walk to their area..but their stories were just shockin..met a gurl who was just 18 but who had 3 kids..can u belive tat...
walk down the road saw a old woment covered wif flys all over her face..someone wispered in my ears..she gonna die in a week time cause she has no one to look after her..
lots of things i saw there tat realli change my idea of life..
i was greatful god gave me this chance to come n meet all this wonderful people in india..but there always remaind one question in my mind..wat did i do tat god gave me such a wonderful life wif such lovin parents..
if i get the chance..i wish to bring a smile on all those faces in india.. who need love..
thx u india..i may not be there..but the memories tat i have gotten from there..will nvr be earsed..its in my soul which will travel wif me even after i die...
deepy boi
ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me...
12:51 AM
Sunday, December 17, 2006
HEy people me will be away for TWO whole weeks in india..so if ya wanna contact me theres like NO way..take care shall cya next year!!
ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me...
1:26 AM
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
Hmm.woh friends long time i nvr updated my blog..hmm guess wat..life is takin a new rollercoaster ride..
wif the india trip comin along..i am like filled wif much more problems..my n my cousin all beri happy wif the trip but u know lots of money involve..
headace sai...
sometime u get both happiness n saddness in life at the same time..but wen u r in this situation u donno weather to be happy or sad..cause there is no words to describe this feelin but everyone know wat i mean..
anyways term test is around this week..actualli tmr i got a paper..n me one lasy ass just too lasy to study...
wat else lots of pic n video will be on the way..
so wait for it soOOn..
take care tatatatat
ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me...
7:20 AM
ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me...
12:41 AM
Saturday, November 18, 2006
Hmm people i am back..wooh now days wif project n so much stuff around its realli difficuilt to juggle time..
sometimes u got so much time to do so much things n at time u dun have time to do anything..
ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me...
12:11 PM
Saturday, October 21, 2006
WishIn u A HapPy DiWaLi From ME!! N FRiends ALwaYS BE Happy
ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me...
9:33 PM
Friday, October 20, 2006
Hey friend whoever knows me..or wish to know me...
I am invitin u people to down town east...on the 28 oct to spent time wif me...
Its tHe mr N mIss Ite Competition n it falls on my birthday..
PeOple out there can have a lOvely time Wif Me..
so wat u waitin go n grab a present n infrom me
so tat i can get u tickets
its 8 dollar per head...
so inforn me..asap...
take care
ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me...
2:26 AM
WOh pass few days realli watchin lots n lots of Movie..
all the movies i watch
-scoop -haunted apartment -sign(korean ghost Movie) -world trade center -halt n hustle
woh n at the most lovely is to watch at the new cinema hall at vivo city
reali damm intrestin
ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me...
2:20 AM
Friday, October 13, 2006
Hmm last sat i woke up early n wen to temple...
was in the time for like couple of hours..then wen to my cousin house for prayers..
whole day had prayers..woh tirin...but then was fun all of us together..
after prayers..we slack underblock for a while then i wen n get ready for firewalkin event..
hmm i n my cousin sis amrita wen together..was wif her since mornin so we both we excited to spend the whole day together..
hmm we first wen to little india to have a look at the lights..then we headed to china town temple..
woh it was so damm pack sai..
haha first we wen n search for a super good spot to sit n watch the event..after few mins or maybe more..we manage to get one..
sat there nicely..happy happy n waited..alot of people around us..make friends wif few of them too...
then hours pass..the event finaly started at 3am..woh the moment it started people from behind started to push their way front..bloody hell bhanglah workes came n crash me..i was omg i cant tahan the smell..worst they happy happy put their hand on my shoulder..i was hello brother i am not ur friend tat u can put ur hand all..then they start to come close to my cousin sis..one bhanglah was tellin me how ashame he was wif his fellow friend..but he was doin the same thing..
but the firewalkin event was realli shiok..saw a man fallin in the fire..was scary..many gurls get trans..n the bhanglah worker who make friend wif me got it too..he started to dance so wild till i got shock sai...
hmm as people start to go..i n my cousin sis had a more close up view..then around 5+ we left for the first train...
hmm saw the train station display..."29 mins for the first train"
ayioh i wen to the outram station to take..in the train was dosin of.. then came my stop..
but was realli a fun day wif u my dear sis...
shall be there again next year...
ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me...
2:47 AM
Saturday, September 30, 2006
Thurs was a GOOD day for ME...Hmm usual had a HorriBle day at WorK..
then after work me wen to watch a movie wif my friend...
Work ended like at 9.30pm..n the movie was like at 9.50pm..hmm so ok lah i could make it..all of us were laughin n made our way to the cinema hall..
OK lah the Movie..was worth the value..enjoyed it..not so scary..but still not so Bad..had a intrestin story Line...Yeah the movie i watch was Stay Alive...its like a computer game ghost story..
yeah after the movie ended..me ususal freezin...Rush to the TOILET..
then my friend Drove us to Lau parsad...haha man he was SPeedINNG all the way..together wif driftin..haha the time was like wat 11.30pm...
over there had a couple of chicken wings..n drink one stupid jUICE..so i check which country it is made of...to my surprise it was SINGAPORE..then i realise y the taste lIke tat...hahha
n yeha i reach home like 2.30am...n i had a SHock Of My Life..my entire family was in the haLL...ii was Like I goin tO kaNNa today..luckly no one said a single word...haha...
ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me...
10:00 AM
Sunday, September 24, 2006
Hey friends once again i wen For bhangra nite..Chjimes Bhangra Nite NTU & NUS Party ALL nite..
This time it was much more happenin..woh all thx to my sweet friend anitha..n her best friend..
Both of them reali make my day..dance wif them siok sai...
N yeaH..Make some COol intrestin gUy friends..Haha ONE cool Bhangra Dancer Sai..
hmmm how the event wen place was after work i met my friend n wen to the bhangra nite..
hmm woh it was so dammm damm PACK!!
Walk also difficult..Findin place to dance was seriously DIFICUILT...
Hmm i party wif the group Of PeopLe.. till mornin 6.30AM...
woh was JumPin in the Air..
Haha..
DeWali BhaNgra Nite Here I cOme...!!!!
ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me...
5:12 PM
Friday, September 22, 2006
Recently on Tues i wen for this supper Long cyclin trip..
here is the wat n wat happen..
-WOke Up at 8.00amm(suppose to meet my friend at 7.30am) -Scoldin on the fone..haha then got ready -8.20 met him -then both of us cycle to hougang -from there cycle all the way to old tamp road damm long distance -cycle from hougang to pasir ris -from pasir ris all the way to tamp to my Skol -from my skol in tamp we cycle to my friends house in bedok.. -abt 7 people all together cycle.. -then we cycle all the way to east coast park -then we wen to have breakfast at mac there.. -then after a while had mac cafe chocolate blended..damm yummy -then i came up wif the idea of goin to tanjong katong gurls skol.. -problem we all didnt know -end up goin to gelang serri -we cycle back this time we end up at chij katong..we ask them n they told us how far it is -nvm cycle..tot find the skol it was tanjong katong primary... -cycle again then go quite far then we saw the skol -realise so many guys inside the skol..wonder then realise it was tanjong katong sec.. -then someone told us wher the skol was..hmm all happy.. -haha after tat all wen tanjong katong mall to buy drink..we cycle to parkway parade from there we cycle to east coast beach again.. -Now we wanted to go changi village to eat nasi lemak.. -from east coast park we cycle to the jetty all the way to the end.. -ayioh suddenly we wen off track..end up crossin expressway all..damm funny cyclin along side expressway.. -lost our way..end up at loyang.. -from loyang we cycle donno whr then the person told us the direction we were on the wrong way.. -cycle to simei singapore expo..there sit for a while n cut expressway again to the place we wanted to go..but this part my friend got injured..n his mom had to come .. -we all cycle to changi after tat wen all the way to pasir ris..then to tamp..whr i wen to eat..my breakfast n lunch was at 5.30pm.. -then cycle to my skol then to bedok..whr i park my old bicyle..i was usin my friends haro bike all the way.. -took my bike cycle to tamp then to pasir ris n then to the old tamp road..which is damm dangerous had to cycle along the road whr got lots of huge lorry.. -then finaly came out at hougang around 7.30pm..from hougang cycle all the way to sengkang... -woh wen reach sengkang was so dammm happy..whole body was in PAIN..!!!total pain.. -came home cant tahan just wen n SLeep.. -next day had work wat .. tats how tirin day i had..hmm ayioh..haha
ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me...
12:34 PM
Sunday, September 17, 2006
ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me...
10:52 PM
hmm Friends guess wat i Wen back to the Club whr it all started...my Clubbin life journey..
BAck to ripples whr i first wen bhangrea nite...hmm was kinda dead tat day..new launch..
Special VIP cause my manager knew the people there....his best friends club..
woh we enjoy playin pool together n had lots of fun
hahha
TODAY got lots of Soccer MAtch..
mUSt Watch them LIverpool n chealse
haha k take care cya people
ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me...
2:51 PM
Sunday, September 10, 2006
its been long time since i last blog...hmm hows is life now..
donoo life is veri unpredictable n stuff..now i am havin holidays...so i wish i can realli enjoy myself..hmm anyywas life is to enjoy..
yeah tats all friend..so far nothin much happen..wish something happein happen..normal work then come back home..hmm hmm wen my happenin life goin to come back again sai..
lets c n wait!!!
ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me...
2:01 AM
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
Hey people i recently wen to MOS wif my cousin brother,khai,n another friend...
Man it was so damm happenin..Never IN my life i been a club like tat..the dance floor so Strong it just attracted me ON it...
Tat day was Last day of skol,SO i like one mad boi dress uP to skol..ayioh everyone was WOh whr u goin..haha i was I goin To party all nite at MOS..
then after SKOl wen orchard..to sanju workin place..slack wif him my cousin sis n this veri COol malay guy all workin friends..
haha then khai came down..i wen wif him a big window shoppin while waitin for sanju to end work..he ask his sis to JOIN us..haha was so damm intrestin...
after tat we all met up n wen far east..usual we bought some liquor to make ourself HIGH...
then one of our friend drove us there...man
MOS here we came..we walk around n then we Hit the R&B dance floor..so damm pack but was so damm intrestin to dance wif so many people..haha dance lIKe crazy...
After Dancin we had some drink...
dance dance n we were jumpin n shoutin there
it was 3am..all decieded to go back..haha all cant even walk properly...
my friend drove us all back home..
wen reach home at 4aam..just jump on my bed n slept off ....
it was a experince tt can nvr be forogoten
ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me...
10:17 AM
Sunday, August 20, 2006
Guess wat friends..skol goin to end in two weeks time for me..woh damm happy...
WOh damm COOl..can enjoy life to the MAX!!!!
hmm i am fine..life is fine..
just ate chicken briyani..i am damm full..haha k k i am headin off to work...
soon more updates..take care
soon..
ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me...
1:32 PM
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
To all my sister this brother of urs will always will be wif u..
ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me...
5:12 PM
Monday, August 07, 2006
ON THE 04/08/06 WAS A MEMORABLE DAY for me n all my kaho friend...
mornin i was late for skol all thx for sanju hahha but still i was so happy..one of my friends didnt turn up in skol was pretty much slack day for me lah...
durin my break time i chabot to tamp int wif sanju n few friend..over there i sat n played a game wif them..met many of my friend who walk pass me.hahha damm fun cause i won the game..we were laughin n eatin icecream...all were veri happy...
then rush back to skol where i wen to play cards..had luck so manage to win few of the game..
skol ended rush all the way to orchard usin a express service..so reach orchard damm super fast..so i tot i came there before time lah so i wen down n slack there i saw seema n geeta..haha first time meetin them n they were shock to c me too..this monkey sanju like usual late..haha then geeta friend came..hmm seema n me disturb her like hell..guess wat a modelin agency even sign us up..woh..tat was so cool
sanju at last came n we headed to lucky plaza on the way i step geetu slipper n she stop but this fatass women go n bang into her n created a drama..durin this drama process her moti friend wen missin..ayioh we find her like mad..sanju told me he forgot how she look like i action i remeber in the end i also forgot...after some hardwork found her.. we laugh all the way to the place..sanju usual told the wrong level of the lift...haha n we played pool...
ayioh geeta didnt know how to play so sanju teach her..man she is good she was so funny..she made everyone laugh like hell..i played happy happy wif seema..woh she is damm good she won me so many time..seema ji pro sai...i didnt play wif geeta's chinese friend..wasted..moti was winnin there...
then we all decided to go clarque quay...but there was a problem we wanted to go there fastest n cheapest way..realise no bus goes there from the busstop we wanted to go from..so we decided to walk..
woh then me n sanju plan our way out..we made a short cut..woh it was realli difficuilt sai..but we just follow n wif god help we did manage to find our way out..all thx to god..but the journey was so damm funny lots of stuff...they bought icecream n the moti half the time droppin her icecream i one monkey cant stop laughin kanna whackin from geeta sai..then we sang song..dance...wwoh was laughin talkin n walkin just so so sooooooooo fun..nvr did we felt tired...
wen we reach rivervally we saw all the clubs there n then wen clarque quay..woh geeta even manage to sneak into MOS..woh she is supper good..
seema n geeta realli were so damm funny..veri open minded gurls..they were gettin late..so wat happen sanju send geeta back n me send seema back home..
after tat met sanju n wen sarangon..over there we shared our feelins n stuff..n called the gurls to make sure they were safe n sound..took our bus n wen back home..
till today we cant forget tat day...a day i wont forget..realli enjoyed so much,..n laugh so much...man wish to meet u people again..seema n geeta n moti u r the best...u people rock n sanju u too always being beside me...
k friends i keep u updated abt my life..anyways this memorable day will nvr be forgoten...
deepy
ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me...
12:44 AM
Thursday, August 03, 2006
An amazing Love Story
He met her on a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after
her, while he so normal, nobody paid attention to him. At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but
due to being polite, she promised. They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please,
let
me go home.... suddenly he asked the waiter. "would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee."
Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red, but still,he put the salt in his coffee and drank it. She asked him curiously;
why you have this hobby? He replied: "when I was a little boy, I was living near
the sea, I like playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea,
just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty
coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my
hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there". While
saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched.
That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart. A man who can
tell
out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about
home,
has responsibility of home. Then she also started to speak, spoke about
her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family. That was a really nice
talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story.
They continued to date. She found that actually he was a man who meets
all
her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful. He was
such a good person but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty
coffee!
Then the story was just like every beautiful love story , the princess
married to the prince, then they were living the happy life... And,
every
time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee e, as she
knew that's the way he liked it.
After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said: "My
dearest,
please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie. This was the only lie I
said
to you---the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated? I was so
nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt It
was
hard for me to change so I just went ahead.I never thought that could
be
the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many
times
in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to
lie
to you for anything..
Now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth: I don't like
the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste.. But I have had the salty
coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for
anything I do for you. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for
my
whole life. If I can live for the second time, still want to know you
and
have you for my whole life,even though I have to drink the salty coffee
again".
Her tears made the letter totally wet.Someday, someone asked her:
what's
the taste of salty coffee?
It's sweet. She replied.
Love is not 2 forget but 2 forgive, not 2 c but 2 understand, not 2 hear but 2 listen, not 2 let go but 2 HOLD ON !!!!
Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.
Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he
cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."
ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me...
1:00 AM
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
HEY guys recently me n my cousin,sis n friends all wen out to catch a movie together...
had a hell out of fun that time...after such a long time all we people got together n created havok as usual..
hmm as usual took video n was jumpin here n there...haha was seriously fun day...
k wat happen lets me update u people
-9.30 to 4.30 WORKIn -4.30 pm all met up at dhouby guad mrt station -5pm bought the tickets from the new cathay cinema -5 to 6 wen orchard jalan jalan..shoppin -6pm sanju ended work n he join us where we wen to meet arti another cousin -6.30 headed back to PS to do some tibits shopin... -7.30 rushed to the cinema hall -9.30 movie ended -10pm snap pic n stuff.. -10.15 headed to boat quay n clarque quay -12.00am all headed back home in the north east line.. -12.50 got the pics from amirita... -3am sleep
this was how my day was..some pics we sNap...
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12:39 AM
Sunday, July 30, 2006
Hey friends this year ndp realli ROCK!!!...was suppose go for explosion nite but then change my mind cause had no one to go wif...
so i accompany my small bro watch it after my work..picture talk better so i put most of my pic now ..
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2:07 AM
Saturday, July 29, 2006
another video of my life...
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2:31 AM
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
Hey friends..guess wat i am comin wif a NEW look..soon pic will be unveil...recently wen to the saloon n hightlight n style up my hair..woh its nice tats wat people told me..
once pic all uploaded u decide...
deepy boi
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10:54 PM
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
hmm hey friends..i and my cousin have open desi pagalz..
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11:48 PM
Monday, July 17, 2006
Hmm us all together
ME aLOne My Other Half sanju n me Hmmm hey people...guess wat i wen to the second bhangra nite at a club..
this was recenltly last sat..at chijmes near city hall..
Sat was a super long day for me...first mornin woke up wen to meet my sweet friend shobana..then wen for dance practise in skol..tat realli stress me up..hmm then wen to work..work another one..cause of less staff...i had to work even harder..NON -STOP customers came n make me sweat more..woh horrible,..then around 11pm all was done n ready to rock the party...
Wen wif sanju n some friends...hmm the club was happeninn..usual the bouncer didnt belive our age..make us check IC all..woh but the one sexy gurl chop on our hand..woh all so happy...
then the nite came...hmm wen to drink vodka sprite..woh damm nice..then the dance floor started..my dill realli wen hmm then...haha everyone tryin to dance n enjoy themself..surronded by gurls who were much taller n older..so no chance for we people....
we then grab another drink..this time it was much stronger anyhow choose also so strong..n club all the way to 5am..took the N6 nite rider back home..woh whole body stink..then no time to sleep cause had mornin work...
Manager was surprise to c me at work..cause no sleep on top so tired..haha now i put some pic i took in the club..WE ROCK THE PARTY..
DeePy BOi
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11:12 PM
Friday, July 07, 2006
Today was a good day cause i won alot of times in card games..
then had dance pratice which i totaly sux in..
then came home tallk to all my sweet friend
a veri simple n short summary of wat i do here r so videos...
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1:31 AM
Thursday, June 15, 2006
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1:06 PM
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
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10:23 AM
Friday, June 09, 2006
one of my fav music clips..
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11:25 AM
Thursday, June 08, 2006
my new blog skin all thx to shalu
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3:37 PM
Today wen to watch movie wid some cool friend in yishun gv...intrestin watch x men 3 woh intrestin movie..love the graphics..n the sound system..hmm yeah enjoyed sai best part we wen to the theather room shock how come the movie start so fast then only we realise the movie endin we wen to the wrong one ayioh damm paiseh..hhaa then rush to the correct one..woh solid 2 hours of warmin up the ass..wif the food all rollin woh fun..after so long watchin movie..enjoyed it..
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12:09 AM
Friday, June 02, 2006
ayioh life now sux...havin veri veri high fever ontop of tat high fever like 39.8 degree..woh then runnin nose..n tmr have to go work...feelin so so weak fainted alot of places casue of this..wish i be ok soon..now i better jump in better head veri pain..
>>deepy<<
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11:23 PM
Thursday, May 25, 2006
each day new problem is surfacin n life has realli became damm borin ...skol is endin damm late like no more life like tat already...ayioh wish all be back to normal the way it use to be...just wish
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11:37 AM
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
ayioh..life has been like shit this few days..first is my darlin..she poor thing her health not good..n worst part she not telin me now wat happen to her..veri hurtin...ayioh pray for her health..may god give her sorrow to me n give her my happniness..pls jaan...
yeah then friend also now r no longer called true friend..all took turns to scold me yest..ayioh..i donno life goin terrible now..
anyways the bandung people have came up wif a video to make u people laugh..but my smile has gone..wish my dear be fine n she can only bring it back..
ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me...
11:16 PM
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
Woh so BrIght ooch eyes pain...
I am 19 Goin 20..soon i be BOtAk
PaGal at seNtoSa..damm i loook so tired
PoSe...does thiS look like Three Super Stars POsin..
AlAmak nak steP drunK..susa lah...
Nak take Pic
The GaNg all have their Own Style
ChEers to Us..
ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me...
7:05 PM
now i am siting infront of the comp damm stress up..still in skol n both my group mates r not in skol...then so many people say hurtin things to me..ayioh on top of tat my jaan cant meet ayioh...poor jaan donno wat happen..she is my lucky charm lookin forward to talk to her...yeah tats all now i am realli feelin shit n i have to spent like another hour in skol infront of the borin comp sux sux..sux to the core...
>>DeePy<<
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4:34 PM
Sunday, May 07, 2006
outside the fountain show
siloso beach entrance of sentosa
Today was a fun day...hmm wen out wif my couisn all the way to jurong..wanted to go ice skatin..but the price of it scare us away..then wat..wat to do..no plan nothin..watch movie..go science centre..n stuff came out..no PlAN..did our day GO wasted???nah..
we headed to IMM mall which i called as IMH mall undecided..just prayin something pop up in ur mind...then i just said lets go sentosa..haha luckly all agreed..on top of tat i saw giant..so wats next we can have a pinic there lah...woh all happy..we were alreeady so hungry...so all bought all type of food..from ROasted Black PEpper CHicken..to chocolate cake..Tuna...one big bag of bbq layers Chips..1 gallon of mango juice..1 bottle of WINe...cup n stuff..still blah blah..haha basically lots of food...then from jurong all the way we headed to sentosa..tats like comin from hougang to jurong to shop for food then go from jurong to sentosa..haha..moment we reach there all jumpin singin n havin fun...we first headed to the beach to have our bite...seriously..the food was damm damm nice..i just love it..yeah by the time we finish eatin like PIgs..it was time for the musical fountain show..all rush to the place..haha guess wat..the typical long que..woh headace i n sanjay started our paagal job..we played hindi music loud loud..woh so loud all the people all were lookin at us..then the show started n yeah guess wat time to pack n go back..we walk all the way to the bus int whr we headed to the coffee shop to drink the best baundung we ever drank..damm nice then wen we got our bus back home ayioh the stupid election shit was showin..who else will win...fed up..haha k friend tat was how my day was..some video n pic to show how much we people enjoyed..
wen we people headin for jurong...
wen we mad people were in the train..
at sentosa before the musical show..
on our way back home..
on our way back still had energy to do kufu..
ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me...
3:40 AM
Saturday, May 06, 2006
today was not like any other day..mornin was damm stress up..first thing first slipper misisn sai..then i was like shoutin in the house..secondly then wen clinic..took MC for my SOre Eyes..mother scolded for wearin LENS..haha k then sux part came..stupid doc took so long to c me..worst thing wen she saw me..ayioh dun wan to give mC sai..bloody kuti(bitch)...
yeah then it was like 11.30..dei i was late..i had to meet malani...ayioh i had to rush..run home faster change to a cool look..n rush to meet her..
as i told u bad day not over..the poor gurl mum came to skol..so she couldnt meet me..n worst today only her prepaid finish..alamak sai...
then wen i reach there..alamak she was not there..ayioh i waited..my heart told me she will come..i wen to amk bus int to check ther also..then her call came..her mom came to meet her..ayioh so she was late..
haha then met her..woh she is like one golden monkey..first place so so pretty..n then one joker..can share ur sorrow n happinese both wif her..woh was damm fun..first time felt so so happy...
she even bought for me a gift for the first meetin..so so so touchin..no one has ever bought me for my first meetin...felt bad i didnt buy anything for her..dun wory next time i too will buy for her...
>>deEPy<<
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1:06 AM
Thursday, May 04, 2006
today ok lah bOrin day..did nothin but slack in skol..saw a veri happenin gurl in skol..haha talk to her..but dei u know she like just walk back home..cant wait to check the new gurls in the block..cool...
>>deepy<<
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2:07 AM
Sunday, April 30, 2006
Mr JaikeSh intRO to u People...
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10:32 AM
The GanG n US
my bro n sis all got together n we celebrated our OPenin of SKol here r SOme videos to SHow u people who n HOw we Enjoyed...DeSI pAgaLs rOcKS...
N this Is outSide the CLub We PEOple ROcK...
SO people THIS is HOw much we PEOple enjoy...always be Happy N rOCkin like US...
>>DeePY<<
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10:03 AM
.ABOUT
WELCOME
TO
DEEPY BOI'S PROFILE
.PROFILE
nICK nAME~ DeepY boi
REAL nAME~DEEPCHAND SUBHASH YADAV
DATE OF BIRTH~28 oct 1986
LOCATION ~SWEET LONELY SENG KANG
GENDER~MAle
DESI NAME~ Desi DeeWana
HOBBIES~ PLAYIN SOCCER N MSN
PASSION~ MAKIN MY FRIENDS SMILE