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Friday, December 30, 2005



today was a day i decided i have to go out n try my veri best to forget the gurl whom i love so much...

so met my cousin n wen suntech..they reali cheer me up wif their jokes...thx to u all..then at suntech my cousin bro tried playin a game..tat monkey super lucky until he won a new nokia fone...one of the latest model somemore...i was so happy for him tat i even give him a kiss on his cheek..i was realli happy for him...then wat else...we pple we so damm happy wasted few money myself to be lucky like him..but i realise faith was not wif me..so wat can i do...haha he had to collect it a bugis..so wat we all did was go esplanade n get some snap for friendster pic...dear i realli miss u...i could felt the presence of u everythere..i realli miss u alot there...but to c my cousins happy i put a smile on my face...but only i will know how much i was cryin inside...miss ya

then we rush to bugis since it started to rain...manage to find the shop n collect the hp my cousin won...woh he was full of smiles..then we wen little india to eat...cause most of us spent too much money on the machine tryin our luck..i told them tat u cant run after faith cause faith run after u....

yeah thx to all those pple i had such a nice day..but as i told u pple there sure be sorrow in my life...

i called a good friend of mine...was shocked to hear her jovial voice was so so silent...she told me her uncle had passed away...i was realli stun...over here i enjoyed myself...n there my best friend was cryin cause her uncle passed away...all the smiles on my face faded away...tears took their position n i started tearin...y is god so unfair..y cant he give all my friends the happiness they need n give me all their sorrow to me...cause i cant c any of my friend's tear...its like a needle pokin my heart..i wish she be fine...n pray to god her uncle soul to rest in peace...god pls help her forget her sorrow...realli wish to c a smile on her face....

>>>deepy<<<


ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me... 8:54 PM


Thursday, December 29, 2005



hmm today was a day full of sorrow...i felt like the soul of my body had just vanish somewhr...didnt talk to the person whom i been dyin to talk...worst i didnt even sleep last nite...the moment i close my eyes her face appears rit infront of me...duh y i love u so much lah...today i was realli in a terrible state...worst she nvr even ask me how i was at all...how hurtin can this be...thx for few friend around me i was able to withstand those sweet memerioes..but i just love her n i will always do tat..i pray to god to make everithing fine..just wish to c her face again...i donno how but i just wish..i donno if my wish will ever be granted...but 1 thing i can promise...i nvr ever wanted to hurt u...n most impt...each day i pray for ur well being no mater wat happen...this idiot over here will nvr be able to forget those wonderful memeroies u had given me to my last breath...i have lost the meanin of stayin alive...casue i can nvr get wat i realli wanted most in my life...but wish the friendship will always be there...n most impt..the sweet smile on ur face...tats wat i always wan n i always will pray tat for u...i am happy tat u r happy...but i think i have to get back my heart frm u...its still not wif me...god pls guide me in the darkest moment of my life..i donno if there is a light at the end of it...but i know one smile of hers is enuff for me..cause its like a blessin from god..like a godness smilin to me..will my wish remain a wish??? all faith has to decide...n i have full confidence cause i trust u more then my life...n tat trust will one day brin u back to me...i cant gurantee...but u cant run away from it either...pls talk to me once...just once each day...a single hi will be enuff for me to stay happy for tat day...cause sorrow has gripped me now..n its not lettin me go...everything is now in ur hands..just one last word...i still love u alot n always do no mater wat happen....
>>DeePy<<


ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me... 7:29 PM



today was another day tat was full of happiness n sorrow...met my friends today after a long time n was happy wif them tellin them the person whom i love...n how much did i miss her..n i like one small boi even cried cause i realli missed her alot...i just love her alot...

yeah then the worst thing came...i lied to her angelic bro who realli love her alot...i am sorri frm my true heart...i have no face to even talk to her...but my love just keep pushin me...but watever happen today...i only know one thing...if we r faithed...n if god thinks tat its reali true love....nothin will help me accomplish my goal...cause my love for her each days just grow....n i know one day i will get her...not tat i am over confident..its just tat i know her...she can be angry wif me..but the moment she closes her eyes..my face will appear right infront of her...cause of her i realize the meanin of true love...but then now i donno wat i lack n wat i did tat god gave me such a punishment..the thing i nvr expected in life came out to be true...my love for u is like a sea..which is nvr endin...

even though u have been wash to the shore...one day i will get u back cause i have fell in love wif a person who is the worlds greatest angel..n tat angel can nvr run away frm the memeories i gave her...no mater wat it will haunt her like how it is for me now...wish she can understand...in life forgivin someone who love u alot is way of showin how much faith u have on ur love...cause the person who ask for forgiveness is nothin compared to the person who forgive the person cause she knows he did it not casue he was afraid to face the truth..he did it cause he love her so much tat he cant bear a single drop tears from her eyes....i can do anything for u no mater its is right or wrong..cause no mater wat i do i just wan to c the sweet smile on ur face which brightens my day...i donno if all this words can express the love i have for u..cause i realli realli love u alot... its a prayer to god n a test of true love...will u ever be able to find someone else who love u this much...


>>Deepy who always doesnt succeed in life wish god can one day support him pls i need u now<<<


ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me... 2:28 AM


Wednesday, December 28, 2005




WOh today i realli had a nice day wif my friend sharifah...the gurl whom i cant stop praisin...she realli too good tat praise will automatically come out frm my mouth...yeah met her at woodland...veri funny meetin...even though meetin her first time we reacted like we know for ages...

travel all the way to city hall...tat monkey busy findin old ladies for me to marry...haha but they were not bad...yeh reach there she told me all her touchin stories..i tried my best to stop my tears...they were any moment goin to burst out...then we walk here n there

Man god love us while walkin it started rainin..n since we love the rain so much we continue...haha realli fun sai...woh then we sit down in esplande like for 2 hours plus..tat monkey was damm tired poor gurl didnt had enuff sleep casue she realli put in all her effort for her n level casue she wanted to make her parents proud...duh she be gettin her ite result soon...


then time came wen took our train back...kinda long journey...hmm then wat she left...tellin me she will not miss me...hmm since then nvr heard frm her anything....wish she be happy always....


ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me... 2:38 AM


Tuesday, December 27, 2005






Today nothin much happen usual was at home sleepin like one pig..wen on n offline was on the fone wif sharifah...watelse i do ahh..hmm yeah decorated my bicycle again...hmm sorri friend no motor lic mah nxt time i do tat...anyways today was somehow a veri typical day for me...nothin great realli happen....

>>>DeePY<<<<


ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me... 1:20 AM


Monday, December 26, 2005



its kinda long time back seems i updated my blog..k many things happen in my life...n they r now all perfect....SO far i been happy...conflicts were solve...Exams over...hmm but then i am bored stayin at home...haha wat to do...anyways be watchin movie later to get more relax..i heeep u updated abt myself n yeah i am much much more better tat i am fine n much more better this time...


ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me... 4:26 PM





Hey tats Me...


This pple think they r veri good....

Man wish he should had been a gurl..i could had gotten married to him

THis is for u pple


GOSh is he COol....


pigge for sale....





ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me... 3:05 AM



A young punk gets on the bus. He's got spiked, multicolored hair that's green, purple and orange. His clothes are a tattered mix of leather rags. His legs are bare and he's wearing worn-out shoes. His entire face and body are riddled with pierced jewelry and his earrings are big, bright feathers. He sits down in the only vacant seat, directly across from an old man who glares at him for the next 10 minutes.


Finally, the punk gets self-conscious and barks at the old man, 'What are you looking at, you old fart? Didn't you ever do anything wild when you were young?'


Without missing a beat, the old man replies, 'Yeah, back when I was young and in the navy I got really drunk one night in Singapore and had sex with a parrot. I thought that maybe you were my son!'



ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me... 2:40 AM


Friday, December 23, 2005


Ayioh wat did i do to get such a day like today....today did exam manage to do...so was kinda happy cause i got confidence of passin it...then all the bad things started to happen...


First my poor friend bhavani's friend was hospitalise tat poor gurl had to rush to hospital...realli wish her friend to recover soon enuff with a smile on his face...

SO movie plan cancel came home...donno one msn friend of mine saw me in tampinese mall n she said i look firece....haha Kool ahh...

came home chat wif priyaa told her somethin which she wanted to hear in the end she got angry...who ask her to put i dun thing tat was love....woh wat did i deserve to be treated in this way...pple always get me wrong..sian...heart broken again...hmm guess i always deserve this...thx god for givin me such a day...


ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me... 7:03 PM


Thursday, December 22, 2005


k friend i was busy wif my skol..had all the stupid papers...ayioh...yeah on monday followed my friend to her skol to help her collect her friends result...ayioh not a pleasent day...

k tues i was studyin whole day..n talkin to priyaa tats all lah...did nothin much stuidied like one pagal till 3am u know...

k today wen to skol in the mornin...woh paper sux to the max lah...realli so shitty paper..k i cant blame it but only blame myself not skipin all the impt points.....ayioh i am one idiot...haha k enuff of cursin myself...

after tat met thash...woh she look pretty as usual lah....talk her non stop sai...until didnt realise the time pass...tat was kinda nice thing to do....hmm came home then wat else stayed online n call bhawani...woh she power lah...hahah one funny gurl...k take care i get back to u pple tmr


ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me... 3:53 AM


Tuesday, December 20, 2005


hey friend kinda Bored so decided to add SOme happenin hindi Movie...

wanna watch salaam Namaste Movie....



ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me... 11:46 AM


Sunday, December 18, 2005


Today another day wen past without me realizin n the more older i got...but then still was not realli tat bad day...mornin had a fun chat wif few friend...then studied all the way...woh the wheather damm shoik sai...so cool tat i wen to get wet in it...


Hmm now feelin abit feverish as usual...ssssshhh...i hate doc....k then came online back chat wif friend n downloaded few stuff frm the net..whole day was comp n Books....woh wat a day...k friend i think tats all n yeah advance wish to those pple gettin their N level result on monday..do well n do me proud cause u r my friend...wish u pple once again best of LUCK



ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me... 2:56 AM


Saturday, December 17, 2005


hey friends sorri couldnt update my blog last nite...was busy figurin out how to make all my song play lah n i manage to do it lah...n yeah wat else had a great day yest....but first...mornin didnt make it for my java quiz...so sad fail it sai...can not play too much already have to study already...then wen out wif my cousin to causeway point n northpoint realli had a fun time there...spent most of money there sai...sad rit...k k tonight i will write wat happen to do..mostly it will be nothin much so friends take care salaam namaste for the mean time c u all later....









ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me... 2:08 AM


Thursday, December 15, 2005


today was not feelin well...kinda sux day for me...vomited here n there...n totally had no mood to do anything....ayioh...headace yet i am writin this blog...so watelse happen actualli nothin much all borin stuff...i have promise someone tat i am not comin online today so i will not be comin lol...take care cya friend


ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me... 9:03 PM


Wednesday, December 14, 2005


hey friends today was wed n had my 8am class..so i reach skol at 9am...usual u know my reason...ayioh overslept again....wen to skol had another headace..the project tat i did was not workin sai...ayioh so sad....have to hand it up on friday already...k then had one veri borin lec...i was busy studyin for the quiz i had later...so wen it was the quiz time the moment i open the paper...guess wat..all the stuff in my braisn were gone...ayioh...then wat normal lah eyes look everywhr for ans...manage to somehow complete it pass it up n then straight headed to causeway point...

k at causeway point met priyaa...hmm the most sweetest gurl i ever met..she was extremly sweet n cute...haha had a realli wonderful day wif u n ur friend dhiyha...then wat sad part was the farewell part..took the bus n was starin at something all the way..came home straight came online so tat can chat wif priyaa....so today i realli had a veri wonderful day all thx to diyha n priyaa...


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ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me... 7:40 PM


Tuesday, December 13, 2005



hey friends today had the another moddy day sai...hmm wat i mean...wen to skol 3 lecture....all super borin...then had break usual met vas n sasi...then another 3 hour lab...woh today my prepaid no money couldnt sms a veri impt person sai....so sad rit...then wat ritha aka monkey called me....then talk to her friend...k then came home she called again...then chat wif the veri impt person...then wen compass point fone ring agian...one loosu...anitha called....k talk to her for like hour plus...asked her to keep down....then wen my priyaa called...hmm first time hearin her voice was damm excited...haha thx jannu for the call..then isabel my dear friend called....talk for a while n she had to go...woh battery had to charge sai...k friends tmr i have a test n realli no mood to study but have to force myself to do it..its already midnite now so take care n yeah do read n give comments on this blog borin lah no comments...haha k take care....Missin someone so badly.....

HEY THIS SONG R Meant to all the Happenin friends god has Granted me listen to it n enjoy....



ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me... 11:55 PM



This SOng IS deDicaTed to My FutUre GUrL...




ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me... 12:15 AM


Monday, December 12, 2005


Ayioh wat happen today was not veri good...first thing first....skol was again late...this time 1 hour 25min n 15 second...tat sucks my prediction was 1 hour 20min n 5 second...nvm had a presentation...was in moody mood whole day in skol...no mood to talk or smile...just felt tired n missed someone lah...haha..

then watelse was in the EDD lab today busy doin the project manage to finish but then got another problem...the stupid lab had to close lah...had to rush n save my work...came back home n ate my dinner...it was almost 8 by then....woh it was realli so borin...no enjoyment at all...k tmr i donno wats installed...just wish it be much much more better..k friends take care n my fav song dedicated to u pple....signin off deepY ROCker




ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me... 11:31 PM


Sunday, December 11, 2005


K friend didnt realise so fast this week past...its sunday already n goin to be over soon....yeah u be eager to know how my day wen rit...k k i tell...

mornin woke up...was goin to help my mom do marketin wen she told me not to go instead follow them to temple stuff at seng kang temple...so wen there...kinda nice place to be...then wen orchard do shoppin....ayioh was there enjoy for a long time...bought few stuff....yeah then after tat came home n now online lah...nothin else to do wat....so tats how my day wen...not veri intrestin...


>>DeEpY<<


ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me... 8:34 PM


Saturday, December 10, 2005








Hey friends wass up had a Normal Day...k wat stuff i DiD...hmm usual lah mornin woke up in a shock wen my small gave me a kick in his dream...he told he was dreamin of him chasin me...ayioh painful...monkey lah he.....

Then had my breakfast...yeah then i wen back to sleep...slept till 11+ this time he was playin so i had a peaceful sleep....then disaster came he played soccer n the soccer ball hit me on my face...man can he let me sleep...must wake me wen ever i am dreamin i am dancin wif my amrita roa....ayioh

k then no mood to sleep again...came online...then was online till i think arnd 3-4pm...had fun chattin wif fun pple...hmm then got disconnected....i think i make too much noice there lah msn also cannnot tahan me...then wat to do...watch the movie salaam namaste.....ayioh wif my tissue box infront of me...haha u know y rit...yeah then came online disturb my friend then after tat here i am writin this blog after eatin...i am full but feelin cold sai...rain heavily wat...feel like eatin chocolate ice cream damm power comfirm sai...k i stop i told most of my stories...ayioh i realize it looks like a compo already...miss writin compo sai...haha k take care once again salaam namaste dosto...

main DeePY ho....


ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me... 8:25 PM


Friday, December 09, 2005



hey friends guesss wat today i was once again early for class sai...but the class nvr change lah it was usual borin...can sleep like tat ayioh so sad rit...k nvm...yeah today after my skol i had a microsoft stuff...they had a event n i took part in it...kinda fun...was jokin n talkin alot....

then wat was busy wif my fone sms to the pagal...haha hmm then got all the free stuff...Goodie bag lah but no sweet inside...all paper n cd...ayioh sad...haha came home then was online all the way...got few testi today n wrote few testi...helped my friend thash who was realli broken down...wish she is smilin back...

Hmm tats all abt it c u tmr same time same place for the moment good bye n take care....


ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me... 11:58 PM




Today had a nice day...hmm let c if i was late for sKol...hmm yeah was on time...haha had borin skol as usual then wat wen china town to look at aunties...skol trip lah...u think i will go there one ahh...the URA buildin was fun...so kool saw the real model of singapore sai...haha damm big...

k after tat nothin else happen came back n did this blog n stuff...more updates will be posted as the days goes By...

signin Off
<>DeePy<>


ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me... 12:56 AM


Thursday, December 08, 2005


Hey friends this is my latest blog lah...wat to do my friendster blog always give headace to my friends by sendin email to them that deepy boi has updated his blog...so to help them frm being iritated wif me i decided to use a new blog...haha clever rit me...k k i post more soon


ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me... 11:54 PM