hmm in life i can nvr get a gurl whom i like...i donno y also but its just i am not faithed...just wish a gurl will appear in my life n change it...just pray to god to hlep me cause i realli feel so lonely now..wenever i c couples i just wish i would also be holdin the gurls hand whom i love the most but its alway not possible...pls god show me the gurl who is make only for me

yeah today had a terrible day...wake up late then wen to work...met my friend on the way to work...yeah then at work was tirin..but eat alot..then wat met my couins all together n had our dinner...veri fun time

yeah wen we saw our watches we realise it was so late so we rush...worst thing was tat by the time i reach bishan to follow my cousin n my freiend home we all realise we missed the bus...ayioh
had to walk all the way frm bishan to sengkang...i can die like tat middle of the nite runnin like one mental...hmm so tired i think i go n sleep take care friend c u pple soon ...reali wish tat gurl will come to my life...

>>deepy<<

ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me... 2:28 AM

hmm today had a borin day in skol..got result of java n i failed badly again..i die for tat subject..then wen home n sleep...cause had work..hm workin at subway near SMU..kinda nice place..wif lots of nice pple...hmm had a good time workin...had to cut onion n stuff..then came back talk to pavi...funny gurl realli make me laugh all the time...yeah tats all wat i did..cant sleep just y i come here to write...

>>DeePy<<

ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me... 2:50 AM

me n my good friend pavi..hmm she is sweet lookin rit

yeah today was realli a mix day..mornin usual lol...wake up late so had to skip all the lect..then wat wen wen to skol had 6 hours of straight lesson..the lesson were alright cause frm 6 hours it became 4 hours only...so wen to eat n came back home...at home talk to pavi...then brought bro to compass point...he wanted to return some libary book..yeah then came back talk to the angelic pavi...hmm tats all i did today....

ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me... 1:40 AM

hmm today was kinda fun day...today met one of my friend...woh kinda long wait but its ok...had some fun time talkin to her in the bus while on the way to yishun int...then she left to meet her cousin so i wen to queenstown to meet another good friend of mine...

hmm waited for a while then she came...woh pavi realli look so cute..haha looked like an angel..met her for the first time but realli so fun to be wif her..then wen orchard together..spent more then 2 hours talkin to each other then her friends shamini n prac came woh this two another mental...reali damm funny pple...took some photo shots wif them..then wen to eat chicken rice...hmm woh dun ever c them eat...haha u will cant stopn laughin for sure...then sent pavi back home...had a long journey back home...duh she was realli a angel..she had realli a veri nice heart...yeah then wat else after sendin tat sweet gurl me came back seng kang...then call n talk to her..hm tats all veri tired so goin to sleep soon...

>>DeePy<<

ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me... 1:15 AM

after havin a great holiday it was time to carry my books n head back to TP...hmm ok day in skol..borin to the max..most impt was lookin like total shit...hair all messy...face lookin like a horrible creature..duh sux..

yeah hmm wen marketin n stuff again..kinda borin lah..donno wat to do..but then my sweet friend pavi called me n cheer me up...talk to her for quiet long..realli she can make anyone smile...one mental like me...

yeah then wat i am chattin wif her..yeah wat to do..the gurl whom i love so much now doesnt even have time to say hi to me...nvm lah...k friend i gtg take care n realli happy abt tmr...

>>DeePY<<

ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me... 11:39 PM

woh another realli sickenin day wen past...hmm wat i did...whole day was just thinkin of her lah...then was online...damm borin lah...then watch movie....movie was fun..no entry....i realli laugh alot after so many days...guess the smile on my face is comin back to me...

yeah then wen do marketin n stuff n brought mom to clinic...she is fine..tmr must go for blood test...just pray to god...

"God i am realli blessed to have such a mom...she realli love me alot..but god i cant c her suffer..i just wan my dearest mom to get well...its such a pain to me wenever i c her eatin her medicine..i feel hopeless tat she got a son whom cant do anything to cure her...god i just wan my mother to smile n always be healthy...n for tat i am willin to do anything for her...i willin to go against the world..but god i just need ur blessind..pls god i love my mom alot..she is everything for me...just wan to c tat angel happy always...i cant bear a tear in her eyes...i just wan her to be happy..i wish u will grant me this wish..even if u wan to take my life...i will submit myself to u wif a smile on my face cause i know my mom will not suffer the say she sufferin now...pls god she is my life n now my life is in ur hands pls help me...."

thx to god k friend take care...

!! DEEPY @@

ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me... 11:59 PM

Duh skol goin to open soon..n for me it mean goin to be damm stressful...tons of project r due..n have to meet so many friend how lah...haha i think can manage one..anyways so far i am fine...i still miss her...hmmm so far life has been fine cause i still love..ayioh....i will nvr be able to forget tat face...not cause she is damm pretty n cute..its because i just love her little heart which is full of love....n i wish somewhere in there i am there also....

k friend i think tats all for today...

>>>DeePy<<<


ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me... 10:55 AM

hey friend i realli had a great new year this year...i think this year will bring back all the happiness we pple miss for the past few years...

wat i do...wen to esplande wif my family...had pinic there...then went to the merlion n waited for the new great year to come...hmm was damm pack..pple shoutin..baby throwin coke can on my face...sprayin foam on me...n most fun shoutin in my ear like a devil...haha but i also did those..cause everione had so much fun...

but then friend the moment i look at the wounderful esplande buildin..got reminded of her..she nvr even wish me..its like two days since i last talk to her...nvm watever happen i know she too had a great time wif her wonderful bros..

k then wat..the time came n it was new year..most nicest was the firework..it was realli breath takin sai..so so wounderful..man i just stand there like a sotong wif my bro on my shoulder..n my mouth open like a dog...realli had fun time..wish happiness will come to me...k tats all...i still miss u..n i still love u like mad...

>>>DeePy<<<

ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me... 1:42 PM