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ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me... 2:43 AM

WIsh my most lovely cOusin Brother a veri warm n sweetest happy birthday..

U have always been wif me durin my happiess n saddest moments of my life..

God has bless me wif a cousin brother Like u..

who is more like a brother to me

Everyone Loves u alot..

May the Smile on ur face nvr fade away cause i wont let it fade it away...

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ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me... 2:36 AM

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ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me... 1:57 AM

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ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me... 12:52 AM

Testi To Amrita

Amrita In Smiles

Her Birthday Cake N Cheeze Cake

Mita Full of Smiles(wishing before Cutin the caKe)

Happy Birthday TO U!!

Today my sweet heart amrita birthday sai..

Wanted to realli gave her a surprise She woNt ever Forget..so yeah plan everything Out..n it was a surprise tat realli make her nearly come in tears..

woh i am so glad i got a cousin SiSter like u...

Thx alot for all those wonderful mOments..

U r the Best...

Happy birthday TO U Sweet heart..

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ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me... 12:38 AM

hey friends was so damm bored now..

today was my skol open house n it was seriously Great...

n yeah i got a new birthday testi for all my friends..

i took abt 2 hours to come out wif this new testi..

Hope u people like it...

ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me... 1:50 AM

WOh people my cousin Sister ROm was realli a big bLast..had lots of Fun..

the FOod was seriously Great..enjoyed it alot..

n the Music was mind BLowwin..

power...........

realli damm tired..

realli had a great time there...

Arti u ROCK!!!


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ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me... 12:16 AM

Guess wat People today is my cousin Sister's ROm day la..WOh yuppy seriously damm Happy for her..

Always wIshed the beri Best for her...

Just wanted to let u know my dear sister tat In life wat ever u do ur brothers r always behind u..


k i will update everyone more abt the ROM thingy...


SO yeah all the best For me tonight...

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ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me... 11:48 AM

Helplessness means the feelin of pain

Pls handover to me,all your sorrows.

give me also the quiet,

also the loneliness and the uneasiness

give them to ME!!!




I will steal the moisture from the wet eyes

I will not allow any sorrow to remain

I will not let you wet your veil too

I will never let you cry..


Problems is the shadows of sorrow.



Give to me..your loneliness

hollows,

the failures,

the wildernessm,

all your blue moods,

and

i will spread laughter on your lips

i will spread the happiness in your path.

if you belive me to be your own..

then dont cast your eyes down like this.



Difficulties is your helplessness!!

ANd you have to live this life
this wound will be cured with time
belive me the moments will pass
lonely life cannot be lived by just forgotten moments..
this is the truth,you realise it
No one has been able to drink the water of the oceans.
No one has been able to live life all alone
your friend is sayin,oh my dear
you are the heart of my soul

this words r meant to u..pls dun be sad in life..wen ever u r down read this words..n a smile will spackle on ur face

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ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me... 11:55 PM

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ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me... 1:13 AM

There is not one moment i dun think of her..

There is no time of the day tat i dun check my fone to just c her PIc..

Wen i close my eyes i feel she is there..

BEamin wif her charmin smile..n beautiful eyes..

Maybe she will never know how much she mean to me..

But i will always make sure there will never be a moment in my life i dun make her SMile..

I know makin someone sMile alot is like crazy..

wat to do wen she smiles she just look awesome...the way her face brights up..like a angel smilin to me..

Now days wen ever i come Online she has to Go...

i am talkin lesser n lesser to her..

i am just afraid..the moments tat i gave her she may forget..

I donno wat she thinks abt me.,,

i donno if she likes me or not..

I just know tat she i a gem whose one smile can melt my heart..

whose voice i die to hear..but then i dun get to hear it...

Just wish tat in this rainy wheather she be protected..

n wont fall sick..cause i cant bear to c her sick...

ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me... 12:05 AM

hmm i can hear her wisper in my ears...

i can imagine the smile on her face..

her beauty tat just once u c u have to die die look at her again..

her eyes which r so innocent..but can tell u her life story..

wen i talk to her..i be coverd wif smile..

wen i miss her..her sms comes..

wen i look at her picture..memories of hers comes in my mind...

moments tat i wan to forget just cant..

dun feel like doin anything but just to admire her pics...

listenin to slow n romantic songs..every lyrics of the songs reminds me of her..

make me feeel the pain of missin her..

just wish to give her a tight hug n nvr let go of her..

i think i am in love..deeply in love wif her..

but will i ever be able go to her n tell her how much i love her..

cause i myself donno how much i love her..

i only know one thing she is my day n night..cause i think of her wen ever i breath..

wen i tok to her..i feel i can let it out to her..but the fear comes tat i may lose her..

i always belive..who u love doenst mean tat u must get the person whom u love..

seein the person whom u love happy is the biggest happiness u can get..

makin them smile is the biggest joy u can get..

i just wish tat all her problems be over..wish tat god will bless her wif all my happiness n i snatch away all her sorrows..i dun mind being sad..but i dun wan to c her sad..cause i can nvr imagine her without the smile on her face..

i donno if u ever will read this..will u know tat i am refearin to u..

how am i to tell u..the gurl whom i always wan to c smilin is the gurl who i love alot...

ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me... 1:46 AM

hey friends i am back from india..at last i found some time to update my blog..

so how to describe india..

it was a moment wen a playful boi called deepy saw the real world

moments tat he experince there realli changed his life n the way he saw life..

in india wen i first wen there beside the dirty air in delhi till the noisy road..i felt i am out of the comfort of singapore..missed my mom alot cause the previous nite i cried like a small boi cause i realli didnt wanted to leave her n go...

resposibilites were alot..had to look after both my sister n cousin sister..cause the streets there r not as safe back here..

first everything was great...cause u know being in india makes u feel so damm rich..i mean i could afford lots of stuff..eat as much as i wan..cause money was not a problem there..

but in life only happiness doesnt last..

the train ride to lucknow was the first challange i had to face..i had to make sure all the baggage were properly placed n no one comes n snatch it away..

then the biggest moment of my life came..wen i came to lucknow first we rested at the hotel..was a ok place la..everyone was in the same rOom..so was CoOl..

then the van came to bring me to the orphange...first i tot it be just a normal experince but i was so damm wrong..the moments the kids saw me..they came runnin to me..not to disturb me but to help me carry the things tat i cried in my hand..they were"bhaiya come i help u...wif a innocent smile n sparklin eyes..."

my heart just stopped for few moments lookin at how they welcomed me..how they came n hug me..first i tot they were like u know dirty nvr bath somesort..but then the way they hug me i can fell how much i meant to them..by comin there to c them was a big happiness for them..

once i get close to some of the kids life realli was great..i felt so damm attach to them..felt i knew them since they were born..one be hangin at the hand..one from behind be huggin me one be sleepin on my lab..they way i felt i was a father to all of them...

this kids didnt had parents..but yet they put their sorrow behinds n were smilin n dancin..realise tat many times in life i make my sorrow the biggest issue to be sad..but here people make the small happiness their biggest joy..

soon days passed..n i became so attach to them..their stories melt my heart..tears roll down..it shake me..like one example..i asked whr is ur dad?? he passed away..so i ask whr is ur mom..oh she couldnt feed me so i run away from home to earn for myself so tat wen i go back i can give my mom alot of food..age of the kid was only 5 years old..imagine a 5 year old boi who run away so tat he can give his mom a better future..sold waterbottles at railway to earn a livin..search rushbin to find for rice grains to eat..slept on the streets under the street light....

thinkin of this..reali make me imagine..wish i could give my mom the happiness she deserve..instead she gets all the lie from me wen ever i wan to go out n enjoy....

then it was time to leave the kids..tears just poured n thier tiny hand wave at me as i took the van back to my hotel..i had spent abt 4 days wif them..tat 4 days felt like a lifetime for me..reali hurt alot cause i couldnt give my best..

soon their tiny hands faded in the darkness n i was back..tat nite i couldnt sleep..next day i had to catch a bus to the village...their smiles ran in my mind..their sorrow burnt my heart..but i couldnt do anything..just witness all the sufferin this kids go through...

soon i took a 10 hours journey bus to the village..i saw the beautiful india in the bus..as people walk down the street..farmers grew their food...students returnin back home from skol..felt tat everyone was my own..nvr did i feel people were figthin amoung themself to reach first but they walk hand in hand so tat they all be first in life..

i wen to one of the temple in ajodhya...ram temple..realli was difficuilt to just c god statue..but wen i saw...i was woh..god is so beautiful...

at nite fall i reach the village..the first thing tat caught my eyes were the spacklin stars glowin in the darkness..the moon beamin n givin thousand of people a source of light at nite..

in the village itself were many kids..

did lots of stuff in the village..like eatin sugarcane..walkin in the farms...seein cow being milked..eatin dhal n bhaat..life was so fun..nvr did i feel any stress..nvr did i feel i had to rush..a cup of tea realli brightens the day..at nite there was campfire..as everyone chewed their food infront of the blazin fire..


i wen to meet my relatives...even gave a speech to alot of students in this univ..i told them one thing tat i can nvr forget.."hey friend now there r 100 kids who r stayin in orhanage home..only 3 people r there to give them love..the biggest joy u can give this kids is a smile on their face..they need love n a feelin tat everyone loves them alot..if u people all come out..n give every child attention meanin hundred kids wif hunderd volenteers..u wont only give a smile on their faces..but u get a memory tat will be captured in ur heart..which will be remebered till ur last breath..."

seriously i was realli honored to given this chance to tok to so many people...

then i wen to my aunties house..she feeded us by her hand..saw my grandfather who the first thing told me tat he has found for me a bride..but was so happy to c him smile...

in life there r many moments wen u c ur love one after long period of time..u may not get the chance to spent time wif them..but their faces will be captured in the heart wif a smile on their face..cause u know this r the people who can make u smile wen the whole world turns against u...

time flew beri fast..i wen to a city in gourkpur..the kids here were extremly lovin as the one i met in lucknow..for example i gave a kid a watercolour paint..cause he was a talented guy who can paint well..he was so touched by my gift tat he stayed up the whole nite to do paintin for me..he said this..maybe in few days time u will leave..but this paintin will be wif u..u may forget me but u wont forget this paintin..wenever u c this..u will know who u gave so much of love tat that person life has been filled wif happiness..realli i was so touched..n kept his paintin close to my heart..i said tat i may forget myself but i wont forget u..cause u have taught me the meanin of love..maybe in life if i get the chance again..i shall come n c u again..but always remeber..tat wenever my heart beats it says that u r fine..

reali cant express the feelin this kids gave me..

wen i had to leave them for delhi...was reali heartbrokin..many stories were told to me by them..the feelin no one can exprince cause its a moment whr both happiness n sorrow comes at the same time..

happiness tat u gave love n a smile on their face but sorrow u cant stay to be wif them forever..

i travel back to delhi..long journey..

this time wen shoppin..k was great..but the next day things tat happen was a moment tat made me feel so gifted...

i wen to this new orphange in delhi made in the most rural area..whr people dun have proper cloths or food..

the faces were veri scary..all starin at me as i walk to their area..but their stories were just shockin..met a gurl who was just 18 but who had 3 kids..can u belive tat...

walk down the road saw a old woment covered wif flys all over her face..someone wispered in my ears..she gonna die in a week time cause she has no one to look after her..

lots of things i saw there tat realli change my idea of life..

i was greatful god gave me this chance to come n meet all this wonderful people in india..but there always remaind one question in my mind..wat did i do tat god gave me such a wonderful life wif such lovin parents..

if i get the chance..i wish to bring a smile on all those faces in india.. who need love..

thx u india..i may not be there..but the memories tat i have gotten from there..will nvr be earsed..its in my soul which will travel wif me even after i die...


deepy boi

ALONE IN THIS WORLD..wish u always could be wif me... 12:51 AM