TO
DEEPY BOI'S PROFILE
Thursday, December 29, 2005
hmm today was a day full of sorrow...i felt like the soul of my body had just vanish somewhr...didnt talk to the person whom i been dyin to talk...worst i didnt even sleep last nite...the moment i close my eyes her face appears rit infront of me...duh y i love u so much lah...today i was realli in a terrible state...worst she nvr even ask me how i was at all...how hurtin can this be...thx for few friend around me i was able to withstand those sweet memerioes..but i just love her n i will always do tat..i pray to god to make everithing fine..just wish to c her face again...i donno how but i just wish..i donno if my wish will ever be granted...but 1 thing i can promise...i nvr ever wanted to hurt u...n most impt...each day i pray for ur well being no mater wat happen...this idiot over here will nvr be able to forget those wonderful memeroies u had given me to my last breath...i have lost the meanin of stayin alive...casue i can nvr get wat i realli wanted most in my life...but wish the friendship will always be there...n most impt..the sweet smile on ur face...tats wat i always wan n i always will pray tat for u...i am happy tat u r happy...but i think i have to get back my heart frm u...its still not wif me...god pls guide me in the darkest moment of my life..i donno if there is a light at the end of it...but i know one smile of hers is enuff for me..cause its like a blessin from god..like a godness smilin to me..will my wish remain a wish??? all faith has to decide...n i have full confidence cause i trust u more then my life...n tat trust will one day brin u back to me...i cant gurantee...but u cant run away from it either...pls talk to me once...just once each day...a single hi will be enuff for me to stay happy for tat day...cause sorrow has gripped me now..n its not lettin me go...everything is now in ur hands..just one last word...i still love u alot n always do no mater wat happen....
>>DeePy<<
